the truth is, i wasn't really myself. i was hurting people because i was under the influence of a magical artifact that was altering my perception of the world. it was bad enough that my boyfriend wasn't staying in the apartment with me either.
i don't intend this to be an excuse, just an explanation. but you're right. i was a mess. and i was doing it to myself, in the pursuit of greater power.
still, the fact is that i didn't know who you were at all, nor did i mean to say anything to target you specifically. if i struck something painful then...i can't take it back. i can never take it back.
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rosecarmine
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Date: 2023-02-07 09:21 am (UTC)i don't intend this to be an excuse, just an explanation. but you're right. i was a mess. and i was doing it to myself, in the pursuit of greater power.
still, the fact is that i didn't know who you were at all, nor did i mean to say anything to target you specifically. if i struck something painful then...i can't take it back. i can never take it back.
but i really am sorry.